July 8, 2009

Music

Learning to Live - Dream Theater

it will only take you 8 minutes to listen to that great song, it will probably take you a life to learn how to live..

July 7, 2009

War ft Unreal (for UTers)

Today i realised something i almost knew some time ago when i created this blog.That War is everywhere as hate is everywere .War between our "friends" , war against our emploees,our teachers, war against our own selves for what we are and what we would like to be.But how is it possible really to hate people who you havent even met? This is quite a sad fact..I see no calmness around and even more i see people who love to fight.But war is everywhere and people get killed everyday ..people who are unknown to us but still..enough to be considered as enemies.

I thought this damage we people do to eachother had at least some real boundaries.That it starts and ends to a specific space and time for reasons you are actually able to explain and fight against!But it appears there is also "online" hate.

"Unreal Tournament" is an example ,a game of a continuous "online" war.Only a game , at least this is how it should be, which it may be usefull for you if u wish to drain any kind of hate you re feeling into fake characters (whereas they represent real people) by killing them in the most brutal ways. So maybe this is a good plan for saving real people around you from your hate.Doubtful but acceptable.

In contraty tournament seems to only feed you with even more hateful feelings and as much as you re sinking maybe if this was restricted to a "first person shooting role" it wouldnt mind but sometimes it doesnt.Online people begin to hate U , not your charachter "Nikita", but u.Why? Because it is much easier to be a bad person i guess.There is no such thing called online love as much as people are not able to love in their real lives as well ,imagine how harder it is to love online a person you hardly know.But there is online hate .I havent seen an online love game and even if it existed it wouldnt be that interesting , true? But hate is always like fashion , too attractive to resist even when you know u dont really like it .

Additionaly sometimes "ureal" can become so "real" and that is the dangerous part. That u can forget who you are, who your real friends are, and what your real life is to you.Sure i ve been there myself.Making friends, organising parties on servers while avoiding my life for what?It is so convinient to hide from your problems but there is no way to escape. Am smart enough to realise that soon and get out of it.But what about people who are not conscious of their situation? mostly young -or even grown- kids ?and what about those fools who insist confusing online gaming with their real life and their real issues? These people are just dangerous but as long as they are just fake then so be it(?)So be it? Yes well as soon as you realise you are in a game then everything is fine but many times we are a ll a bit confused between reality and "low gravity mode" .Personally I cannot stand this hate, and a war game can be anything but innocent so i just quit this dirty occupation and concentrate to my real dreams ,peaceful dreams with my real friend and life mate.I happened to meet some good people so this message is only for them.

May bls m8s rock forever :)


Dont forget:

Hateful games are for hateful people and there is NO exception to it so be aware of your limits.. my advice is to get over what keeps you behind,especially those who are too weak to realise that a "server" is not their house and playing a game is not where the real guts are .. .



Devoted to my one and only true love, George, the one who woke me up from "feigned" death .

Have a great summer!

signed, Ch3rry

July 4, 2009

Goodbye Michael

Great artist, with real talent and undoubted value , the King of Pop has travelled to "Neverland"..